Dear Fellow Sufferers,
Yes, folks, the world is a cruel place.
I hate to post after such a long time and be so cryptic, but life is such at the moment that every place I turn to I have nowhere to rest my weary soul.
I want stability.
I want to know that I will be able to have a roof over my head.
I want to know that I will have food in my mouth.
I want to know that I can have the life I dream of having, and have the life that is promised to every person who "plans" and "does the right thing." (Whatever that is!)
I'm not asking for big things here. I just want to have some shelter, and some food, and someone to keep me warm at night. I want to be able to dream about the things that other folks get to dream about... like having kids, maybe going for a trip somewhere, maybe I'd even dare to dream of the things I'd like to accomplish before I kick the bucket.
I want to know that people can love me and be in my life without sacrificing their own lives and security.
I just want to know that it's going to work out, for all involved.
If this were only about me, I really wouldn't care. But there're others involved. And it bothers me that everyone who touches me needs to think twice before they can do anything with their lives.
I've done the best I can. Really I have. Now it's your turn to hold up YOUR end of the bargain.
Please. Just do the right thing. All of you.
ANXIETY IS FUCKING BORING
5 weeks ago